nice smile help to hide thousand tears. :)

dulu ku punya hati yang cantik dan elok rupa luaran dye. hati yang cantik dann belum pernah disentuh sesiape. dan bila tiba masanya, ak biarkan hati ak disentuh, ku serahkan sebagai manna cantik seperti yang ak jaga sebijik, sebulat, tanpa ku pisah2kann ku ceraikann dan tidak sekelumit punn ku simpan untuk diri ak.

setelah sekian lame, hati ku di pulang dengan keadaan yang sangat memalukan.

koyak-rabak, hancur-lunyai, buruk rupenye dah ta secantik dulu lagi. ak lihat, ak tengok, ak renung hati tuh. sedih, ak menangis, hilang sedaye upaya ak, hilang semua semangat ak. hati yang dulu ku jaga, yang cantik, dulu dah tidak punya rupa. LANGSUNG rosak bagai terkena bom ATOM ditambah dengan kesan radioaktif yang sangat kuat. ku kuatkan rasa hati, ku kutip setiap keping hati yang lunyai berderai itu, ku baiki, ku ubati agar hilang segala kecacatan, dan ku balut secantik mungkin dan kusimpan sekedap mungkin ditempat yang punyai tembok kebal, kuat, dan kukuh. hey, hati aku dah ta serupa yang dulu, yang mula2 ak trima dari ALLAH S.W.T yang perlu ak jaga rapi sebelum ak serahkan pada dia si lelaki. tapi tak pernah ak menyesal sb, kenangan pahit itu memberi pengajaran yang sangat berguna.

sekarang ade, yang meminta hati yang dulu ak kutip, ku jaga, ku rawat sepenuh hati untuk disakiti dengan alasan untuk menncintai..? lupa kan. biarkan ia mengeras dan membatu sampai satu masa ALLAH buka dan lembutkan hati ku. dan mase itu, ak sedia untuk merasa nikmat kebahagiaan dari-NYA

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU, ak hamba-MU yang hina, memohon padamu berikan lah ak petunjuk-MU jika jodoh ku yang kau tentukan itu datang sebelum ajal ku. bukakan lah pintu hati, kuatkan jiwaku dan kukuhkan jiwa ku untuk menerimanya dan jika ajal ku datang menjemput sebelum ku temukan jodohku, ak mohon kau jauh kan rasa hati ku, jauh kan mereka dari ku agar ak tidak terus bermain dengan perasaan sehingga mampu menjatuhkan maruah mereka sehingga boleh memutuskan satu hubungan yang sangat penting dalam hidupku, yang perlu ku jaga rapi selepas ak belajar untuk terus menjaga hubungan ku dengan-MU Ya ALLAH, selepas ak belajar menjaga hubungan ku dengan Rasul-MU juga tidak pernah luput ingatan ku untuk terus menjaga hubungan ak dan ibu bapa ku. Jadikan lah hubungan persahabatann ku terus kukuh dan kuat. AMIN...

Momento. =D

Salam. wah, lame tak jenguk belog ni. rindu sama link-link yang ada kat sini. rindu sama button button yang ada. rindu itu dan rindu ini.*beriye je* hahaha. Noyue ada satu cerita. sebenarnya, banyak cerita tapi sudah lupa akibat ke-bz-an yang melampau. tapi nanti kalau dapat recall balik semua cerita tuh, noyue post kemudian yah. sebagai cerita expired. hahahha

Okei lah, sayang serta sayang. Entry kali ni, Noyue ta story morry pasal.......................... DIP 5(S1) Theatre Night held on Nov 3, 2011 at DK3. Bagi kitorang malam penuh debaran. *Haha suspender je kau ni nyah!* Actually, it's our final project for subject STORY TELLING. Subjek ni boleh kate jadi fav kitorang sebab subjek ni dapat bantu kitorang release kan tension. Okei balik pasal cerita Theatre Night tuh aerk. Sorry la da melalut sesikit je.. hehe. Malam teater tuh berlangsung dengan jayanya. Walaupun, kitirang NERBES terlebih, ketaq lutut, suma ada tapi, kitorang tetap jayakan majlis yang ta besar pon.. Dan itu adalah kelas Story Terakhir untuk kitorang. sob. sob. sob tapi kitorang lega lah sebab ia dah berakhir dengan jayanya. :D

hey, group Noyue buat cerita pasal si Tanggang. Noyue jadi Narrator je.... tuh pon ta cakap nak hapal tau enggak sih.? Tapi ALHAMDULILLAH segalanya berjalan lancar. kat Bawah ni, gambar mase Theatre Night tuh,. tapi Noyue punye tak banyak.. Nengok lah.. :

Kat sini, saya bagi pihak rakan-rakan. ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih buat our lovely Miss Saffiani for tought us along this semester. You tought us how to improve our english. how to be confident * even though I always failed to be confident person but I'll try my best*. we'll use the knowledge that you shared to us anywhere and everywhere. I'Allah. and i wish you happy, always have a nice, beauty smile. with your cute laugh. To be truth, I love the way you talk. Speed like roadrunner *alah cartoon tuh*. hahaha Once again THANK YOU VERY MUCH, MISS.

p/s: more pic will be upload later. Due the maximum speed of internet network as fast as Spongebob's Garry's speed.

haish!!

assalamualaikum w.b.t. hi everyone. whoa! da lame ta tataip2 kat sini. terindu pulak na menaip kat sini. okei lah. today i felt soooo sad and i keep think that i'm worst. yelah mane ta nye. My STORY TELLING presentation FAILED!! huaaaaa.. sob3 i told them a lil bit story about my high school classmate. i called AMANAH KINGDOM. mulenye bapak lah excited na bercerita pasal AMANAH KINGDOM menghafal habis, kononnye na kasi tau kat diorang yang AKU NI ADE CERITA DIORANG dan PASAL DIORANG. tapi sumenye hancur sebab terlampau NERBES! haish!. sedih parop deh!!! cerita dia macam ni...

AMANAH KINGDOM

Once upon a time, there was a country named Amanah Kingdom which are located at SMKBians (Sek. Men. Keb. Beserah) continent of Kuantan planet. The country was ruled by a beautiful queen, Queen Zuarina binti Mohammed and she was assisted by eight of very intelligent ministers such as Minister of Malay Language, Minister of English Language, Minister of History Minister of Science, Minister of Mathematic, Minister of Account Principle, Minister of Additional Mathematics and Minister of Basic Economy Education.

In this country there were two group of prisoner called ‘Skewl are Pwison crew’ or S.A.P crew that are consist 14 male prisoner and 25 female prisoner that are trained by the Queen and the entire ministry. All 39 prisoners were specially trained to face big war that happen on the end years of 2008. The war was well –known as Sijil Pelajaran Malysia war or SPM examination. This war is a necessary war that must be encountered by all SMKBians continent resident. S.A.P crew were trained for Accounting and Economy stream.

Day after day, all the prisoner that lead by Fatini changed to be a mighty knight (but some of them including me as the narrator have to sits in a extra class because we are still young, weak and not prepared well to face the big war – sigh!) and prepared to encounter the big war. Each mini war we faced every month and as a warm up before we are really prepare to face the SPM war. Even though we are extremely trained by them, we still cheer to each other in keep helping all of us to be relaxed and not to depress with all the extreme training. Since we are too relaxed in everything we have done, some of us have been subject to discipline action by disciplinary board and the whole of S.A.P crew had been fined by teachers because of our naughtiness act.

One day, Chandra received a letter that sent by an unknown attacker where he/she had stole an envelope that contained Amanah Kingdom country collected money worth RM300++. The money was saved for our S.A.P uniform, our feast before the war and money that collected for other purpose. We felt so miserable and fuming because of the lost. After she read the letter, she hand the letter to the knight, the knight reported that case to our queen. Queen Zuarina made a conference and a discussion about that case with the leaders from others country. But, even with supervision help by the higher leader of the continent, we still could not catch the real culprit.

After a month, the story of the theft begun to ease. We start to collect back the money but our treasurer, Syafiza who have sense of responsibility sense insist to replaced all the lost money with her own money even though we not permitted her to do it but she said, “the money now is my responsibility, then I’m the one who should pay it because you guys had trust me to be a treasurer.” Once the money enough for the shirt fee, we once again we get staggered by a information about one of our knight had take RM5 from each of our money. We got mad again but after a discussion with other knight in Amanah Kingdom, we decide to forgive him and forget what have he done.

Another few months to face with the war, we all the knights have to attend a lot of seminar, motivation talk and a lot of classes. Although there was quite depressed session we had to go through, we still enjoyed all the moment because it will be a precious moment to us in future. To reduce our depression, we hang out together every weekend watching movie, follow bowling club activities every Wednesday and sometimes we sit together at the library as a study group. A week before the SPM war, we keep gather every evening to study in group with all the S.A.P crew. We keep in the track to be well-prepared as a mighty knight in that war. A week before we face with the big war, we had a party to celebrate out school day and farewell party.

Day after day, time after time, finally came the day where all of us have to sits in the examination hall as a knight in SPM war. All of us have prepared and can answer the question well. Even on the examination day, Minister of History, Miss Zuraidah still helps us about the war. An hour before all of us be in the examination hall to answer History Paper, she came to us and advice to read a bit about the last chapter of History subject and the topic about that chapter really came out in the examination. We thanks to Miss Zuraidah for helping us until the last moment. I would like to thanks to all teacher that help us all those time.

Amanah Kingdom is actually my form five class in school day where it put a lot of special story and lot of special moment to me. ‘Skewl are Prison crew’ name were given by one of my friend, Amer Hamzah the trouble maker of our class and he keep called the student as prisoner because he said the school condition was same like a prison with a wall, full of barbed wired around it and our school have a very strict discipline level. In this class we not use our real name in conversation to each other but we use the name given by a cute friends name Leena and Syahirah or known as Ketchup and Ayam. The name that given by them such as Dolphin for my cousin because she love to read about dolphin, they call me Chandra because I always talk to fast and sometime they cannot understand what I’m saying, Crack to my friend name Nadia because she is so slim thin, Tabuan to Amer because he had been stung by a wasp on his head, Chin Chan to Asyraf because he has a black, thick eyebrow and many more name that sometime make me laugh when I keep reminding my school day. Leena and Syahirah are best friend and always be together everywhere and anywhere.

One of my classmate in school day Hazuana, study in Politeknik Muadzam Shah taking DPM and she is now in semester two. One of my school day friend Ruby, got married and now her waiting the day to deliver her baby and another classmate, Diyana getting married this October. I hope I can attend her big day. Uzairi now work as a NAVY at Johor Bahru and the others are still studying.

After the SPM over, all of us choose our on way to further our study. Though we are not in the same field of study, we still contact to each other, keep in touch with some of us and hang out together if there is a leisure time. Thanks to Facebook because let us in touch to each other.

Even until now, I still smile, laugh when reminding the school day moment and miss the day we gather together, sit on a table, shared food with the class member and do lot of things together. Whoah! I can’t wait until the reunion day even though its way too long – another 5 years to go. I wish they succeed in their life, happy with their new family and be a successful person in future. I miss all of them and will never forget the precious moment in my life and I hope Amanah Kingdom story will remains as a memory forever.

p/s : noyue tau ade banyak grammatical error dalam essay nih. tapi ni lah yang noyue pikir bile tetibe teringat kat korang mase dapat TASK "Write an essay about your own story, then present it"

bila impian melebihi kemampuan

noyue cume boleh mengeluh panjang dan termenung bila memikirkannya. pikir2 bila boleh capai impian atau cuma angan-angan yang tidak kesampaian. kemampuan yang terbatas kadang-kadang menyedihkan dan kadang-kadang melegakan. ouh, entah lah. kalau dipikirkan, bagosnya kalau setiap impian kita tercapai macam jatuh GEDEBUM! dari langit. bagosnya kalau impian kita datang bergolek macam bola yang disepak-sepak. kan bagos kalau apa yang kita impikan datang terbang melayang macam lagu FABULOUS CAT. wah, seronoknya! alangkah bagos itu dan ini. tapi kemampuan yang terbatas kadang-kadang mengecewakan. kadang-kadang kemampuan yang terbatas boleh buat kite mengalir air mata pastu diam. kadang-kadang kemampuan yang terbatas boleh buat kite kena gelak sampai terguling-guling jatuh kelantai. ah~! alangkah bagos kalau kita ni sempurna dalam segalanya. tapi kita ni, memang tak boleh lari dari fitrah alam yang mana setiap perkara yang kita buat ni bagaikan berpusing dalam roda ferris macam kat FUNFAIR. kadang kat atas, kadang kat bawah. maknanya, walaupun punyai kemampuan, kalau tidak di-izinkan TUHAN tetap ta jadi jugak.

p/s: melalut yang mana noyue pon ta paham. haish!

okei~! hari marah sedunie.

baek. haaaaa~! ta jadi mara tapi rase bengang. memang ade rase na hempok kepale orang pon ye, macam2 rase lah weyh. awak ta kenal saye kan? saye pon ta kenal awak. hahaha~! bengong * tadek kene ngene okei * tadek lah.. cume rase na marah saje. sebal gile pon ade ngan mereka2 yang ta kenal noyue pon, tapi sesuke hati dye na judge noyue . noyue bukan manusie yang perfect segale2. noyue bukan NABI juge yang boleh bersabar tanpe batas dye. noyue manusie biase aje yang ta punye mukjizat atau segale macam keistimewaan yang aku boleh megah2kan. aku cume MANUSIE biase yang belajar terime ape yang ade. CINTE? hah nanti dulu lah. bialah. belom punye rase. berape kali na cakap? bosan lah weyh. asyik ulang mende yang same. kalau kate kite kawan, yess kite tetap kawan. tapi noyue ta tatau lah kau kan.. adoh.. wahai KAWAN yang sangat noyue sayang. jangan pakse noyue yang ta punya perasaan untuk merasa apa yang orang lain rase. belum punye hati. noyue tak kesah kau na kutuk noyue bagai, noyue rela lah tadek orang suke dari desperate macam kau. mencari meminte, memuji. hadoi. pasal lah aku kene nanges pasal mende ni lagi. mende yang noyue dok ulang bekali2. noyue punye perasaan mara juge, jangan mara noyue pasal mende ni. cinte itu bute. ta cinte ta bute. orang yang bute. kadang2 noyue pon bute. bute mate bute hati bute segalenye. bialah noyue bute sekalipon. tanak orang lin nanges sb noyue lagi. terime kaseh

p/s: jadi noyue bukan bahgie, tapi susa. selalu dengar, noyue, untung kau ta punye rae cinte mesti kau ta saket kan? TAK! aku rase saket jugak. na mnjawwab mende yang buat aku yang ta matang jai betambah ta matang. terima kaseh. HOI, BECINTE UNTUK MEREKA LAPAN BELAS TAHUN KEATAS. NOYUE BARU DOPLOH. so, NOYUE BELOM CUKUP UMO. hahaha. erm haaaah~! keluhan yang tadek penghujung

1st day in poly ( sem 5) lah!

hye gegirl and geguys. heee~! wyh, noyue da masok sem 5. sete;aj sekian lame ta jumpe memember.. tadi noyue da pelok cium diorang tau. hugged so tight! na2 si cik yam... woa. how i miss her. same goes toooo zack, izni, nor, normah ngan sume lah. heee~!

okei.! noyue homesick kat sini. uhuk3 na balek.. hee~! tapi tatawu ler rajen ke ta kaki ini melangkah. i'm HOMESICK. i'm HOMESICK babeh! tapi still happy sb jumpe member2 terSAYANG sangat. heee~! kembang jiwe. hoho.

nama saya noyue ibrahim!

guys.! hhehehehehehhe sebenarnye tade cite menarik pon pasal name noyue tooo....... eh ade.! hahha
okei. bukan na cite pasala name NOYUE to. noyue cume nak cakap, NOYUE IBRAHIM rrrrrrrrrrrrindu kat memebr2 noyue kat poli. na2 CIK YAM, ZAKIA MUSTAPA, NORIDAH, IZNI, NORMAH.. INA? sudah ade disini. hahaha :P NAK BALIK POLI.. EH! TANAK2. belom sedie. alah! na.. rindu mereka.... uhuk2 hati bebelah bagi same ade nak balik poli or nak stay kuantan. WHOIH! nak ke, tanak ke,,,, NOYUE! kau kene balik poli jugak menyelesaikan pelajaran kau. jadi manusia berjaya yah SAYANG! untuk korang kawan2 poli juge.! gud luck. let's do our best darlings.! love u.!

p/s: ibu NOYUE bising suroh kawen cepat.. wargh! mohon jangan dicepat kan.... IBU! tolong jangan mintak bukan-bukan. belom cukup umO okei! =.="

okei... bye sahabat.!